Sometimes I'd like to ask God why He allows poverty, famine and injustice when He could do something about it. But I'm afraid God might ask me the same question.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

decisions

I know I have been MIA lately,,, and I wish I had an exciting excuse like we had been on a Caribbean cruise or something of the sort, but we are just trying to get our whits about us over here. We have some big decisions to make and big decisions cripple my normal routine, I'm not so great at making big decisions... I pray, ask God for signs and then I pray to ask him to clarify his signs. (and no, the decisions have nothing to do with adoption, that would be much easier as there are SOOO many adorable kiddos waiting right now. If we had the space, finances and most importantly the sanity, that would be a no brainer). We are also getting ready to have Collin depart for Beijing and our trip to DC before hand, so we are all just a little frazzled. I have not been in the mood to pull out my camera and take photos of the funny , adorable and the crazy happenings that go on around here on a daily basis and I am sure that is the only reason anyone happens by this blog... I hope to be back in full mental capacity very soon.

6 comments:

groovy mama said...

i will say a prayer for you and your decisions...

hugs
Donna

and yes we LOVE seeing your cuties!

Kathleen said...

Glad to see you're not totally MIA...will pray for guidance and direction in your pending decisions. Can't believe Colin will be leaving soon...

chksngr said...

Praying that God gives you the answers you need...and then the courage to follow it without asking for another sign! :0 John Eldridge says ask god one question, then make sure you ask the SECOND question...not for a second sign, but the next thing that you might want to know.

Truly Blessed said...

Oh yeah, I'm right there with you. Something to do with the January blahs, I believe.

I can't believe that Colin is leaving so soon - eek! But man, I wish there was a way my son could do the same, he wants to spend time in China so badly and really nail the language...is Colin going through a school program? I'd love to find out more.

Anonymous said...

thinking of you:)
beth

Mommy said...

Thinking and praying for you and yours.

XOXO,
M