We did decide to put our house on the market and holy heck has that been a roller coaster of drama. We will see how it all turns out. It is so up in the air right now, and honestly I am okay with whatever happens. My worst case scenario is I get to stay in a house that I love, so I need to gain a little perspective and keep praying that God will open the door that is best for our family ( quickly please Jesus, cause I can't take the living in limbo). My house feels a little violated at the moment from all of the strangers poking and prodding it. Gives me the creepers. It is soooo fun to keep your house perfectly together with a bunch of little kids running around. No stress here. I will keep you all posted. IF we move, we will move closer to the horses, and if we stay we will just be a few miles away and I am so fine with that too.
Speaking of horses, we went to go see one the other day and my baby girl ended up getting bucked off and into the Emergency room with a concussion. So Scary!!!!! She is doing better now and can ride this weekend, hopefully that dang horse didn't shake her confidence. I'm still also hoping and praying to find the perfect(ish) pony.
And then my photo library went missing and I think my computer is about to have a coronary. I haven't had time to pretend I know what I'm doing enough to try to figure it out. Hence the post with my common rambling but no photos...
Have I ever told you that when I grow up I want to be a hippie? I vow here and now that at some point in my life I will have full on dreadlocks. If it was at all socially acceptable I would have them now. I have the perfect hair for it,, the girl at super cuts told me so, and no I didn't ask her opinion, she just told me. Has anyone ever told you that? And if they did would you take it as a compliment?
I have also signed up for gardening classes next week and I couldn't be more excited, I am so high maintenance!
I fantasize about having an indie hippie airstream trailer and I beg my husband to buy me one way too often, some girls want diamonds and some girls want huge run down pieces of aluminum to fix up.
Our little crew makes such a scene no matter where we go, seriously a simple dinner out and we get lots of comments and looks,,,, could you imagine me rolling in with my dreads, my Birkenstocks, and a few tattoos,,, holy geez... someday though, I've already warned my kids that I'm going to be a hippie grandma.
So there you go...my chattering away here is proof that I don't have it all together...not even close. i'm all over the place today, but now I feel cleansed of all my crazy :) thanks for listening :)